trippy trip trippin

Before i go on wasting ur time...MoS The Annual 2010 is just mad!!! bloody addictive sick shit!

Okay..onto more proper stuff?

My first two weeks of hols was sooo packed!
Ive just only found time to catch up on sleep i lost during the exam period.
If you were wondering what ive been up to,
go get a drink and some snacks and make yourself comfortable..
cause im gonna fkn bore you mind out wtf...

Anyhow i headed off to melb for a week cause my sis is getting engaged..
and apparently there's like some ceremony in vietnamese culture..
ye my sis got engaged to a viet dude...he's just fkn awesome lol
im just saying that cuz he gave me his htc touch cruise..wtf i loike !
neways...got to melb, caught up with the 3 diff groups of friends i have there...
yesh 3 separate group of friends...lol

anyways i had to go help out to set things up for the engagement..
i think i should have fkn charged him for it!
i was worked soo damn hard for a supposedly "simple" engagement party...
YEAH SUREEE...apparently their definition of simple is quite different!
but anyways 2 boxes of wine was gone in 3 hours..and after everyone left, some friends stuck around and fuckkkk was i off my face by 6pm..
amazingly i still managed to help clear up and miraculously not break anything =X
but the moment i got back to my sis's place i just crashed on the couch..

i would have slept till the next day but...!
i woke up still feeling fucked and went down to the city and smoked up..
mmmmm...that was some gooood shit..
but being baked and wasted wasnt a smart thing..
i just passed out and slept till the next day on the couch..

well that was the most eventful bit of my trip..

and ive been drinking everyday since i got back...meh im gonna be outta cash by the end of next week,
anyways im off to get back more sleep wtf..and im still friggin blur since i got back frm melb =/
mmmkaythxbai!

Things i want to get done...

1. Get another piercing.
2. Start hitting the gym again..
3. Look for two new belts..one black and one white wtf
4. maybe 1 more piercing wtf?
5. prob should get a pair of futsal shoes
6. a haircut
7. new sneakers cuz mah pumas are wrecked
8. go shopping cuz my wardrobe consists mostly of zara basic tees, cotton on polo's and jayjays tees..
9. prob get another pair of lacoste shoes...definately not them gay pointy white shoes my sis's bf got though =P
10. a watch for daily use cause ma swatch has 2 huge cracks and heaps of scratches =/

all that after i study my ass off for 3 more weeks!!!!

looking forward to the partying after the exams too...

nudge*juneshuyishafiqtanandeveryoneelsewtf* nudge

wtfkaythxbai timetostudy

What's gonna help me most...

Damn i've been so caught up with assignments,tests,presentations...the lot..
I'm seriously doubting i'd manage to survive in aus,
anyways.. exams is in bout 3 weeks time...and i haven't even started studying..
i don't even have time for my shit anymore..
weekly futsal sessions, mahjong session wtf, hardly even have time to go out for yumcha anymore.
makes me wonder why im wasting my time when my priority is to get my degree..
seriously...why should i be wasting my time doing other stuff when i should be going through my com1020 reader or starting on my assignments earlier so i dont stay up all night rushing them.

Maybe i should just cut out EVERYTHING and start STUDYING!
and now i get annoyed when ppl msg me on msn talking bout stuff that does not relate to the stupid assignments im doing..
well if you've got any ideas then i'd be happy to talk to you wtf..
maybe if i just studied and not care bout anything else..
i wont get nagged by my parents so often -__-
and if i just studied i'd save a heap of money by not going out..
and my allowance is already miserable..

maybe from now on till i graduate...its gonna be me and my books..
no time for emotions...happiness,sadness...whatever..
just me and books all the way wtf...
lifeless sial...

anyways its almost 4am..
*sigh*
time to go on with my music assignment..
farkinfeddupadyladiuwtf~

where i need to go

I friggin miss melb..
i miss the weather, the lifestyle, the freedom..
since coming back to msia..ive havent felt relaxed at all.
prob cause the weather sucks balls,
the traffic sucks even bigger balls,
and the stuff going on around kl sucks huge balls wtf?!

anyways my uni mates are all exchanging sometime next year..
and i might have a chance to go back there...
but this time...ive got friends going along.
so i guess ill have friends in uni and on the outside...
which means...
i wont be stuck at home working my ass off like some maid for my sis n her bf wtf
as if id ever work my ass off doing house chores LOL!

but yeaa...ive been longing to head back to melb
and ive almost made up my mind that id wanna settle down there in the future..
its gonna be my escape..my solace!
o and cars are heaps cheaper over there =P


kaythxbaiz!

Change..

I knew what was gonna happen,
and i still ignored it.
i reminded myself,
and i still went through with it.
change will always lead to more change..
for better or for worse..
it will always happen..
stupidity got the best of me..
and now things are falling apart..
not bit by bit,
nor by chunks.
everything just crumbled in an instant..
what i tried so hard to keep together..
just fell apart in a second..
what i placed my blood, sweat and tears into creating,
just vanished in a moment..

and i tried so desperately to stick them all back into place..
nothing seems to fit back where they belong..

so much for giving change a chance..
and i cant help but feel responsible...
for causing their pain..
for their distress..
for their loss in trust..

fuck this..im done with change!
as soon as i get things back to normal,
im not going to try and be a smartass and change things

that is if they ever go back to normal..
i doubt so....
and so ive got nothing else to lose..
cause ive lost what meant everything to me..

Cheap and cheerful!

Cant seem to sleep..
and i ended up sittin in front of my comp,
in the dark..wtf
The huge ass mosquito in my room is starting to be a huge annoyance as well..
oh and i think its following me..and i cant seem to kill it wtf!!

Anyways, assignments are on their way..
hopefully the provide enough distraction so i dont go thinking too much bout stuff.
either that or i start slitting my wrists with a straw and end up with broken straws and burns on my wrists -.-
or i could join a gym and end up a gym junkie doin steroids and start bein a masochist lol

Hmmm...
sometimes i annoy myself..
yes..it does happen..
and yes i know i hou mou liu at times =.=

oh and apparently watching top gear helps me sleep...
nothing like watching a middle aged man chase sheeps on a car track..
or hearing the lousy reviews of cheap cars..

mmkay nights!

itchy backside wtf -.-

My saturdays now are just dead...
stuck at home till the evening where i'd take any car available in the hse and meet up with my high school friends..
but before that..my usual saturday ritual was to wake up before 12,
have lunch..and be off for english tuition from 1.30 till 4,
but why english tuition you may wonder..
i dont really know as well la..ive been going to some old lady's hse somewhere around old klang road weekly to have my english worked on since i was 5..
geez..come to think of it, i had a sad childhood =.=
and i dont think it was just me who had to endure this ritual..
my sister had to go through it as well..
well being there for so many years, its impossible not to pick some stuff up along the way.
ive learnt loads. Some unwillingly forced into my head and some outta wanting to change.

Anyways, after havin that tuition..id be rushed off for another tuition in pj..at another old lady's house wtf!
this time it was 5 till 7, sometimes longer when exams were coming..
every single lesson we had to do rumusan or a karangan..
which was fucked up..
cause me having an itchy backside would always compete with a friend from VI trying to get the highest marks wtf..yes i was kinda childish =)
and i hated it when that old lady would have 3+ hour classes when PMR or SPM was nearing.
it was always on a sunday morning..
who the hell sacrifices sleeping in on a sunday to study...
it aint me for sure ! but i went anyways wtf!!!!

Now...my saturdays are made up of me waking up in time for lunch,
having lunch,
bumming online for awhile,
going back to sleep (piggo ma wtf)
wake up,
take what car is at home and...
go out till past midnight -.-

btw yes yes i know my blog is wordy..
but what to do..i memang malas nak load pictures..
kay thx bai !?